Jun 19, 2005

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

I'd like to wish every dad, A HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. But, not just any dad, not my dad of course, i've never had one, even those days when he was living with us.

I didn't even know that today's a daddy day. I was on my way home and i just hated all the CDs that were on my mom's car, so i thought why not listening to the radio. BAD BAD IDEA... there she was, this caller talking about her daddy and how fab he is. Now, that killed me. I would never have a friend who has a daddy, even if i knew one.. i'd just ditch her, not that she's bad or anything, it just kills me.

Seeing all these girls, talking about their familes, and when it comes to the daddy, i just start feeling weird, funny and start sweating for some reason.

I can't say i hate all daddies, there must be good ones, although i would hate them just cuz they were good to their families. And i know that sounds mean, i'm so so so so sorry.

*SIGH*

It hurts so bad, even writing about it hurts, walla it hurts, it's killing me... and it's not fair, but hey, this is life..... nothing's fair, eh?

Onething i gotta say, if you don't think that you're gonna be a good daddy or a daddy at all, WELL DON'T BE.

11 comments:

Swair. said...

i agree, being a man isn't about how u can make a baby, it's about being capable of taking care of her/him and being there :D

Jacqui said...

You don't like daddies, I love them and hate mommies :) Should we join a group?

Musaed said...

emm wallah everything have a shining side .. looking at the bad side doesn't help .. it makes you more depressed :s

cosimfree911 said...

wow u realy hates them bs walaa fe zainean mokelhom bs fee

bs shenoo tabeanaa esawealch y3nee eyeey oo yeg3d weyaach well that only in movies not real life the have work to do life to live you should know you not every thing in his world :) so get over it

seeyaa

Sou said...

Hmm,well i know this is a sensitive issue for you.

So i don't want to sound like a preacher or anything, but i'll just say that everybody gets what they deserve, and i'm sure your dad isn't the happiest person alive right now.

So hun, take care, smile, be you, and live for the future! The future you make for yourself! :)

Ta ta :*

tequila69 said...

U want to borrow my dad belweekends?
U have to accept the fact that life is not fair and move on :) Ur experiences should make you a stronger person. U set ur future whether for it to be good or bad.
Cheer up sweety :)

BLaSha said...

Swair: welcome to my blog hun :) and its so nice to find out that you're with me.

Jackie: :) less make a club first, "the i hate mommies club" and "the i hate daddies club"

Musaed: maybe.. but i kinda look at everythin from different angles and i sometimes change my opinion but not the fact that i am right tho.

cos: i know ena fee.. and no i dun want him to set by me or anythin.. i jus feel secure and safe.. after dad left us.. i lost that feeling, even tho he wasnt around at all.

$&!: :) here i am smileing :) and i really wish that he's not happy

BLaSha said...

Tequila69: aww hun, thas so sweet of u walla, ummmmuah

BLaSha said...

and also welcome to my blog Tequila69 :)

PeTiTa said...

Its ok I understand lifes hard and shit happens :P Cheer up no ones worth your tears! You are an amazing person I have read a few of your blogs and I'm sure of that! 7adi I'm going be coming back for more! Take care ;*

BLaSha said...

awwwwwwww "m" thanx hunny,, ummmmmmmuah

and you're most welcome walla
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