A Little Bit of ME

BLaSha is just this girl, who does a tiny stuff, everywhere, on everyone. She thinks it's ok, but it's not really, it always has changed those stuff and those people. She really cares alot, she thinks that she can make a difference, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't... MOSTA times it gets back to her in a very very bad way.

She lives with a big family, each one has a completley 100% different character than the other, although these's only like two or three years apart between us. Only one parant, and it's so harsh on her. At my house, everyone is trying to speak up, but noone will ever listen. It's harsh on all of us, i think each of us has some sorta secrets, big giant ones, cuz i do, and it kills me that i can't talk to anybody about it.

Yeah, BLaSha doesn't trust anyone, it's kinda harsh on her to believe in others - not to believe them,, to believe IN them- and that what makes her life so damn hard and sometimes miserable.

Past is past, we live the present and look forward to the future, BLaSha is in College, Engineering and Petroluem. It's her fourth year. She's doing kinda kinda ok, trying to survive with all of the thermodynamics, systemdynamics, material science, theory of machines and much much worse. Yeah, you're right, i'm in the Mechanical Engineering Dept. the one, the only - london lady-, LOL, not i was JK... the one the only most difficult major ever, esp in kuwait.

Now, she’s taking a summer a course, three subjects, a heavy one and the other two are not so bad... Hopefully, she's gonna have more As.