Oke

Two days ago, i was drawin a butterfly with heart-shaped wings, wanted to post here, so that everyone knows how happy i am and how much love i feel. He made me feel lika princess indeed, i find maself home early jus to -be- with him, talk to him, hug him and neva let him go or do anythin jus to be with me. I'd go nuts if he wasn't home, or if i couldn't reach him. He became everythin i eva wanted, someone to make me feel special, and not to care about anythin bad that happens to me, cuz he's here for me nomatter what.

Sigh...

It's all gone, after all those promises of not leavin me for good, IT'S GONE, and for what!! sumthin so stupid so silly, that made me sick indeed and thoughtless. Now i can't even think at all, does he try to fix it? NO. Does he try to make a move? NOPE.

The dream has ended so fast, jus like the way it started...