Jun 29, 2005

My Slanguage

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Check out my prison slang...

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Just Another Day

I hate missing classes, i hardly never do that, even if i was so sick, i don't miss my classes. I don't cuz i don't like asking others for the notes.

My classes are right after each others, 8 am, 9:20 am and 10:40 am.. I only have 20 mins break between each... and guess what.......

Today i woke up at 10:46 am!!!!!!!!!
And that was only cuz i was awake all day solving my homework!! the one i couldn't hand in today!!!

Yesterday i had an exam from 5 till 7 pm, after that i went shopping with some friends, then i went home around 10 pm, i showered, ate some.. and went to my room to figure out how to solve this homework,, they usually are impossible to solve. So i surfed the net for some solution manuals.. but they all are for some BUCKS!!, yeah, not for free.

I finally figured out some of them, i kept on solving till 4 am, i said why not lie down for an hour or 2... I woked up at 10:46 am!!

I went to college as fast as i could, i told my prof, i missed class only cuz i was up all night solving the homework, -see how ironic- meh.. he said "mo mishkilti hathi" .. no comment.

Jun 26, 2005

MOTHERS!!

If your mommy ever said i love you all the same... THAT'S A LIE

If your mommy ever wished you were dead... THAT'S TRUE

Jun 24, 2005

Cherry Massage

YAY YAY YAY YAAAAAAAAAAAY
I just got home, and i feel like a new girl :)

OMG, i really do feel good, first of all i went to this saloon to do some girl
s stuff :P and i've asked one of the girls that work there if it's ok to do a massage, she said yeah, sure :P and i had this wonderful body massage, she used this cherry oil and my whole body turned red!! yeah RED, all of it :) i loved the feeling.

Then i went for some ice cream :> and i went shopping, i even had my mobile turned off, i was all alone, but it was great, walla i feel new and awesome!! This is exactly what i needed.

Even though i got yelled at by my mom when i got home, cuz noone had an idea where i was the past 4 hours :) but i didn't care :)

Now i need to solve some homework problems :P and i think i'm gonna do what i did today, every week, it's awesome.

Jun 23, 2005

HELP

Help me, i dun feel like doin anythin at all, nuthing, not a single thing, i'm in bed all day, i can't do my homework, i can't study, i have to study!!

Everyday i tell myself i'm gonna get off bed,, zain mini i go to school!! i really dun wanna but mom makes me too, i'm so damn tired, from everything. I need some changes.

I don't sleep, i don't eat, i don't go out, i don't see my family, i don't see my friends, i don't study, i don't do anthing useful, why??

I wasn't like this before, i was so active, i even had a job once, i usta work, study, and do alot of things,, is it the weather??? i dun think so...

I DUN WANNA LOSE ANYTHIN :'(

Please help, please.

GOOD MORNING

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Jun 21, 2005

Different or Special?

Today i didn't have to solve any hw not study for any quiz. So i thought of staying in bed for the rest of the day, doing nothing at all, just getting some rest. Although i had to do some stuff for my mom but i managed to get outta of all of what she asked me to do :)

I kept on thinking, if you were the only one in your house that thinks in another way, not like them, does that make you different or special? If you -kinda- were the only one in school that thinks everyone else is crazy, does that make you diferent or special? If you think that people aren't able to use their brains at all, or just lazy to do so, does that make you different or special? If you think that this counrty might been much much better if things were running in another way, does that make you different or special?

There's alot of stuff that i don't want to mention, i don't feel like getting anyone upset or mad at me :)

See, i believe in people, i'd never misstrust them, unless they really worked their way so hard to make it that way. I know if someone, anyone just used his/her head alittle, everything would be soooooo damn right.

Now, anyone can be special, anyone can make a change.. Just use your head, think, don't be afraid to admit that you might be wring, LEARN, it's ok to be wrong :) it's ok really, so that we all can learn from our mistakes.

I know i ain't making sense at all, and i'm kinda kinda talking about more than one subject, but i'm so so so sleepy, so tired, and i wanted to get some outta my chest.

Peace

Jun 20, 2005

200 Km/H In The Wrong Lane

Well, that's not me, i didn't do it :P

That's T.A.T.U's album's name, i know it's so very old, and i haven't listened to any of their songs in years, but something just happened to me and reminded me of this song, which is so damn ture if you look at it from a different way..



CLOWNS:

Can you see me now?
All this weeping in the air
Who can tell where it will fall?
Through floating forests in the air
'Cross the rolling open sea
Blow a kiss, I run through air
Leave the past, find nowhere
Floating forests in the air
Clowns all around you
Clowns that only let you know
Where you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear
All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now
Can you see me now?
See me here in the air
Not holding on to anywhere
But holding on so beware
I have secrets I won't share
See me here pushing you
If I then deny I do
Contemplate or wish away
If I ask you not to stay
Clowns that only let you know
Where you let your senses go
Clowns all around you
It's a cross I need to bear
All this black and cruel despair
This is an emergency
Don't you hide your eyes from me
Open them and see me now.

Jun 19, 2005

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

I'd like to wish every dad, A HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. But, not just any dad, not my dad of course, i've never had one, even those days when he was living with us.

I didn't even know that today's a daddy day. I was on my way home and i just hated all the CDs that were on my mom's car, so i thought why not listening to the radio. BAD BAD IDEA... there she was, this caller talking about her daddy and how fab he is. Now, that killed me. I would never have a friend who has a daddy, even if i knew one.. i'd just ditch her, not that she's bad or anything, it just kills me.

Seeing all these girls, talking about their familes, and when it comes to the daddy, i just start feeling weird, funny and start sweating for some reason.

I can't say i hate all daddies, there must be good ones, although i would hate them just cuz they were good to their families. And i know that sounds mean, i'm so so so so sorry.

*SIGH*

It hurts so bad, even writing about it hurts, walla it hurts, it's killing me... and it's not fair, but hey, this is life..... nothing's fair, eh?

Onething i gotta say, if you don't think that you're gonna be a good daddy or a daddy at all, WELL DON'T BE.

Jun 18, 2005

HOT HOT HOT

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you havta eat that everday,, cuz it's not so hot out there :P

Jun 17, 2005

Stalker

I'm home, safe thank god,, and OMG
there was this guy following me, i hate it when guys do that, maaaaaan, duncha got anythin betta to do????

I was driving home and i have an ice-cream in my hand, two things i can't drive without, gum and ice-cream.

Anyways, he forced me to stop, cuz i couldn't do a single thing!! i was shaking walla, i was all alone,, he came to my car, i tohught of drive him over walla, bs 7aram, anyhow, he said i want that ice-cream!!!!!!!! WTF, we both almost got killed min kither el betweenat o i was doing like 230 kmph and nearly got killed.

I looked at him for like 3 seconds, then searched my purse and gave him a KD, i told him, go get yourself all the ice-cream you want, he kinda was shocked and said i dun want it, i want the one you have!!!

Mine was melting like hell so i thought of throwin it in his face, i got so mad and i was like "YOU WANT THAT, YOU WANT THAT, WELL, HERE YA GO" and i threw it outta the window and took off.

He didn't get the time to go back to his car and follow me, i was shaking all the way home, i was thinking that i shouldn't stop in the first place, i shouldn't talk to him.. i shouldn't do any of those stuff.

*SIGHS*

New Looks :)

It took me like 4 hours to change my blog's looks.. Gosh, i'm so tired, but hey, it's friday, and i didn't go out this weekend.

I've got a HW to do and a quiz to study for, but i'll GO OUT :)

I also know that there is a stupid line in my banner, but i'll try to figure out how to fix it later, i'm so tired of all the HTML i had to break today :)

Please tell me what you think of my new blog's looks :P

Jun 16, 2005

شــــتبـي هــذي؟؟

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Jun 15, 2005

MARS SPECTACULAR!

Hello everyone.. I got this on my mailbox today, thought of sharing it with all of you..


THIS COULD BE WORTH STAYING UP TO WATCH . MIGHT GIVE IT A TRY THANKS .... MARS SPECTACULAR!

The Red Planet is about to be spectacular! This month and next, Earth is catching up with Mars in an encounter that will culminate in the closest approach between the two planets in recorded history. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Due to the way Jupiter's gravity tugs on Mars and perturbs its orbit, astronomers can only be certain that Mars has not come this close to Earth in the Last 5,000 years, but it may be as long! g as 60,000 years before it happens again. The encounter will culminate on August 27th when Mars comes to within 34,649,589 miles of Earth and will be (next to the moon) the brightest object in the night sky. It will attain a magnitude of -2.9 and will appear 25.11 arc seconds wide. At a modest 75-power magnification Mars will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. Mars will be easy to spot. At the beginning of August it will rise in the east at 10p.m. and reach its azimuth at about 3 a.m. By the end of August when the two planets are closest, Mars will rise at nightfall and reach its highest point in the sky at 12:30a.m.! That's pretty convenient to see something that no human being has seen in recorded history. So, mark your calendar at the beginning of August to see Mars grow progressively brighter and brighter throughout the month.

Share this with your children and grandchildren. NO ONE ALIVE TODAY WILL EVER SEE THIS AGAIN

Jun 14, 2005

Mmmm...

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7ar, 9aiF... mayabeLLa ba3aD :)

ما هي السياسة؟؟

سأل طفل أباه ما هي السياسة ؟ فقال الأب : دعني أحاول شرح لك معنى
السياسة ، أنا مصدر
رزق الأسرة ، لذا سنطلق عليّ اسم الرأسمالية ،،، و أمك هي المدير
المالي لذا سنطلق عليها
اسم الحكومة ،،، و نحن هنا لنهتم باحتياجاتك لذا سنطلق عليك اسم
الشعب،،، و الخادمة سنعتبرها
الطبقة العاملة ،،، و أخوك الصغير سنطلق عليه اسم المستقبل ،،، و
الآن فكر في هذا
و انظر ما اذا كان يبين لك المعنى !!
ذهب الطفل للفراش يفكر فيما قاله له ابوه ، و في وقت متأخر من
الليل سمع صوت اخيه الصغير يبكي ،
فقام ليرى ما به ، فوجده قد بال في حفاظته ، فذهب لغرفة ابوية فوجد
امه غارقه في النوم و لم يرد إيقاضها،
ثم ذهب لغرفة الخادمة فوجدها مغلقه ، اختلس النظر من فتحة الباب
فوجد اباه على السرير مع الخادمة
استسلم الطفل و رجع الى فراشه
و في اليوم التالي قال الطفل لأبيه : ابي الآن فهمت معنى السياسة ،
قال الأب : ممتاز
اخبرني الذي فهمته !! !!
رد الطفل : حسنا (( بينما تعبث الرأسمالية بالطبقة العاملة تكون
الحكومه غافلة نائمة فيصبح الشعب
مهملا و المستقبل في عمق القذاره

Crazy?

My 8 am morning class, is sooooooooo,, hmmmm,, cool?? madri @@
noone seems to like the prof. he's different. Most of us "HAD" to take this course now,, cuz even in fall he'd be teaching it too, and in summer,, we will be done with it in no time.

He keeps doing these crazy stuff, for example, today, he was talking about the viscosity of both liquids and gases. For liquids, he grapped a guy and held hands, then called themselves "HONEY" - i was kinda 10 mins late today- when i got in, i saw him holding that BIG guy and saying "honey, honey........ honey" i was like WTF?? i knew he'd be doing crazy stuff in class, but not that, you know.

Then, i've realized that both of them were supposed to represent the "honey" atoms or something like that, LOL.

My prof. is an old fart, small body, fainted voice... but one hella weirdo, when he was done with the honey thing.. he went to the gases viscosity, and asked us, by increaseing the temprature, will the viscosity of gases increases or decreases? We all said inscreases, like the liquids, but he was like, i want you all to look at me now, then he walked outta class!! and closed the door behind him,, @@ after like 5 secs, he got back, and said what's in my hand?? a guy said "AIR?" he said yeah, that's air aight, but it's a different air from the one in this class and he opened his hand and asked the same dude who said air, to go and catch the air he got from the outside, we were laughing like hell..

After that, he got back in front of the black board, he went to the corner,, he seemed like he found something on the wall, and he got it,, he said,, what i've got in my hand is some of that air i got from the outside, LOL, he said the rest of it went there and there, now how would i know,, cuz i just DO!!!

All that was just to tell us that air can spread out so fast!! and if we heated the room, it's temp. would rise and guess what he'll do to get rid of that heat,, he'd go and kick the other air atoms ass to cool off @@

I like him, but i can't tell anyone,, they all hate him. or might be liking him,, like me but can't say they do,, HE IS SOMETHING, no?

Can't wait to see what he has in mind tomorrow XD

BeSh BeSh


It's so irresistible up close and personal, eh?
:P

Jun 13, 2005

A Little Bit of ME

BLaSha is just this girl, who does a tiny stuff, everywhere, on everyone. She thinks it's ok, but it's not really, it always has changed those stuff and those people. She really cares alot, she thinks that she can make a difference, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't... MOSTA times it gets back to her in a very very bad way.

She lives with a big family, each one has a completley 100% different character than the other, although these's only like two or three years apart between us. Only one parant, and it's so harsh on her. At my house, everyone is trying to speak up, but noone will ever listen. It's harsh on all of us, i think each of us has some sorta secrets, big giant ones, cuz i do, and it kills me that i can't talk to anybody about it.

Yeah, BLaSha doesn't trust anyone, it's kinda harsh on her to believe in others - not to believe them,, to believe IN them- and that what makes her life so damn hard and sometimes miserable.

Past is past, we live the present and look forward to the future, BLaSha is in College, Engineering and Petroluem. It's her fourth year. She's doing kinda kinda ok, trying to survive with all of the thermodynamics, systemdynamics, material science, theory of machines and much much worse. Yeah, you're right, i'm in the Mechanical Engineering Dept. the one, the only - london lady-, LOL, not i was JK... the one the only most difficult major ever, esp in kuwait.

Now, she’s taking a summer a course, three subjects, a heavy one and the other two are not so bad... Hopefully, she's gonna have more As.

BLaSha

Hello :)
i thought i should start off by telling you what's BLaSha,, i kinda kinda thought it's abviuos, but appearanlty it wasn't, Well, i once usta have this "FraSha-Fa9La" nick name, for like 3 yrs something, and i once wanted to record my baby sister's voice while saying it, and she was like ... "ballasha...." it was soooooo cute, i liked it, and at home,, they start calling me blasha.

Jun 12, 2005

i'm A BLOGGER!!

Hello everyone,, how r ya??
gosh, i dunno how to start doin this thing :/
i guess i'll do jus fine, jus like when i pass the courses i hate n dunno nuthin about, LOL

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