Swair's Post

Way to go Swair, i'm 100% n even more with you.
Please dear bloggers/friends, read The Rant of the Anti-Election-ist.

ELECTION

(Listenin to "Somebody someone by KoRn")

Today Engineering is gonna be either red or blue for the rest of this year, where red=HaNdSiYa and blue=3iLMiYa :P Cuz everyone knows the fact that yellow won't win in HanDasa where yellow=MoStaqiLLa.

I usually love to stay till the result shows up, which is around this time, but today i choose to be in bed instead, Nyahaha haaaaa. And also cuz i've got a trip tomorrow to Kuwait Foundry, i really dun feel like goin but i've got to, meh :(

I know i didn't post anythin lately, but i only blame school, waaaaaaa, i wanna read my fav blogs and comment and lottsa stuff :(

I miss my fellow bloggers alot, i feel emotionally abused to the extreme and i cried my way to college with no reason at all!! meh

I hadda system dynamics quiz today and i was the only one who solved the whole thing RIGHT!! YAY ME. *does a lil dance n wishes Symbols sis was here*

3baido, didja vote? or ya done that thing i toldja to?? OMG, you didn't burn it out, did you??!!!

Hmmm, what else??
YA, a friend of mine, dun wanna mention his name, has blocked me on msn, i didn't wanna ask him why, but i think cuz i was so busy with school, n not talkin to him ALOT, n OMG he thought talkin alot means i'm carin, n not means not, blah!! He unblocked me after he heard sumthin from me O.o How am i supposed to feel towards that??!! Blah blah blah.

I HATE SCHOOL, I WANNA GRADUATE!!

Back To School

OMG, i forgot how school's like, no time to even get sumthin to drink!! Besmilla tawa ma baLaShaNa, homework, projects.. etc..

O a7La shai is ma lab doc, i missed the lab on Sunday, went to talk to him on Monday to tell him i was sick n couldn't make it n i'm sowwie, he was like "eNtai kiLLa t'3eebeeN a9Lan" blah :P mita kiLLa bismilla it's been only A DAY!! :p :p

Any howz n hooz, i gtg solve some of my 28 hw problems :) till then,, take care n drive fast :P

Violent

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Click on level 7!!

I Won't Give Up

Hug Me

Whoeva sent this, i dun want it, take it back.

CLOSED

THIS BLOG IS CLOSED TILL FURTHER NOTICE

I Wanna Die

I'm so down, so depressed, feelin like shit, even thought of killin maself today for real, i jus cant take mom's shit anymore.

I keep tellin maself i'll be leaving for good, when i graduate or when i turn 21, i'm leavin them, but is that right? I dunno

I dun wanna spend the rest of ma life all alone nor be living like this ma entire life, i actually searched for painless ways to kill maself, most of them were funny actually, but i wanna do it, i mean sooner or later, i won't be me and i'll be dead. Mom's fault? Nope, it's all mine.

So, what's is gonna be?? I'm jus gonna leave those here, till i make up ma mind? Or what?? I dun really know :(


Here is the list:

1. Slit your wrists.
2. Drink cleaning supplies.
3. Put your dad's rifle in your mouth and shoot.
4. Cut yourself along several major arteries and slowly bleed to death.
5. Fill the bathtub up with hot water and get in. Go underwater & breathe until I say stop.
6. Give yourself a homemade tattoo with toxic silver pen.
7. Fill the bathtub up. Grab a toaster & plug it in. Get in the bathtub and bring the toaster with you. Push down the button & enjoy!
8. Boil several gallons of water on the stove and "accidentally" spill it all on yourself.
9. Bash your head in with a hammer.
10. Get an axe from the woodpile & split yourself in half.
11. Use your telekinetic powers to make the house fall apart.
12. Tease the elevator by not letting it close until it buzzes loudly. Stand in the door's way and let it close.
13. Break a mirror. Take two sharp pieces of the glass and shove them in your eyes, hard and deep.
14. Shove a Chef's knife up your butt.
15. Kill someone else and plead for death by lethal injection.
16. Break a bottle of wine on a table and shove it in your stomach.
17. Have your best friend run you over with a steamroller.
18. Turn on the iron until water dances on surface. Put it on several places on your body, keeping it in each place for at least 45 seconds.
19. Jump off a building, aiming carefully to impale yourself on a lamppost.
20. Drive a wooden stake in your heart.
21. Induce vomiting until you black out and slip into a coma. This coma should last for several months, in which time your family will certainly decide to pull the plug.
22. Put your pinky, as well as any other digits that will fit, into an electrical socket.
23. Purposely catch your clothing in the escalator at a local mall and fight off anyone who tries to help. Enjoy the ride!
24. Swallow vanilla bath beads.
25. Drop a lit match down your throat.
26. Eat three tubes of toothpaste - and I'm not talking about trial size.
27. Hang yourself in your closet with an electrical cord.
28. Unbend a coat hanger and slowly & carefully shove it up your nose.
29. Crash a car into a department store window displaying a nativity scene. Merry Christmas!
30. Lodge your head in the toilet bowl and flush mercilessly.
31. Get your hand caught in the CD-ROM drive and attempt to cut it off with a dull pocketknife.
32. Make a pipe bomb and blow up your house with you inside, of course.
33. Stuff toilet paper down your throat until you choke.
34. Eat baby powder.
35. Eat deodorant.
36. Take a walk in the ghetto with a giant boom box blasting Vanilla Ice.
37. Anger a cannibal.
38. Drown yourself in a spoon full of water.
39. Get a friend to throw a few CDs Frisbee-style at your stomach and throat.
40. Swallow fifteen razor blades.
41. Drink 2 bottles of cough syrup.
42. Lock yourself in a room. After you've eaten the carpet and peeled the paint off the walls for a snack, you'll eventually starve.
43. Swerve into the left rear wheels of a moving transfer truckƒon your bike.
44. Break a battery open and pour it into a glass of Dr. Pepper and drink it.
45. Live on top of an active volcano.
46. Piss off O.J. Simpson.
47. Eat a string of Christmas Tree lights.
48. Give yourself a million paper cutsƒif the paper cuts don't kill you, the counting will.
49. Nail yourself to the side of a federal building.
50. Scalp yourself. If you're not dead, make photocopies.
51. Cry your eyes outƒliterally.
52. Burn plastic and breathe in the toxic fumes.
53. Charge into a big screen TV.
54. Lag behind when participating in a Bull Run.
55. Walk around in downtown New Jersey with a Target store shirt on.
56. Smash your head in the safe door again & again & againƒ
57. Spray a bottle of air freshener up your nose and inhale at the same time.
58. Eat a dog with heartworms raw.
59. Strategically place yourself in the middle of a very busy intersection at rush hour during daylight savings time while wearing a tight, black jumpsuit, being ever so careful to hit every car you see.
60. Go to a horse race and jump out in front of the leading horse screaming at the top of your lungs, "I'm a pony! I'm a pony!"
61. Make like Sonny Bono when on a skiing trip.
62. Get run over by an ostrich.
63. Get naked and lay on 12 150-watt light bulbs, then flip the switch.
64. Cut off all your fingers then write a ten-page report on "Polyester versus Cotton Fabrics" with the stubs.
65. Get pregnant and then have your mother perform an emergency C-section just for kicks.
66. Jam a toothbrush in your bellybutton.
67. Brush your teeth with a MACH 3 razor.
68. Drill a hole in your head.
69. Find a huge pine tree. Cut it down with a chainsaw while standing in its falling path.
70. Skinny-dip in a shark tank with your favorite rubber ducky.
71. Drive with a rabid monkey in your back seat.
72. Play NASCAR with an unsuspecting fellow driver.
73. Jump off the balcony in a school auditorium.
74. Smash your head through a wooden door, making sure you get plenty of splinters.
75. Jump in the way of a moving subway train.
76. Drip hot wax all over your body, then light matches and light your feet on fire. The flames will rise and consume your entire body, but before you do that, make sure you drip hot wax in your eyes & let it harden.
77. Do back flips in a mosh pit.
78. Attempt to leap tall buildings in a single bound.
79. Jump out of a moving bus window and do shoulder-rolls across the highway until you get run over.
80. Always use the wrong tool for the job.
81. Float on your back in the Anaconda River and wait.
82. Get in a pool with piranhas and have them tear off your flesh bit by bit, eating you alive.
83. Wedge yourself in the doggy-entrance on the garage door and have a friend press the "garage open" button.
84. Use a chain saw to cut out pictures.
85. Shove a TV antenna in one ear & out the other.
86. Strangle yourself with your best necklace.
87. Bite your arm and suck & swallow the blood. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.
88. Perform self-quadruple bypass surgery.
89. Take out your own spleen, cook it for 2 minutes in the microwave, and eat it.
90. Cut yourself up and feed as much of you as possible to the family dog.
91. Cut off your limbs and put them in the crock-pot for your family to find. If your crock-pot isn't large enough, put extra flesh in the freezer for later.
92. Swan dive into the 10-gallon fish tank.
93. Give yourself a buzz-cut with bush shears.
94. Gather up a group of friends to push all your pressure points at the same time.
95. Make believe you're in a psychiatric facility with padded walls when you're really in a steel cage.
96. Straddle a neon sign. Don't let go, no matter what people tell you.
97. Go swimming in an oil spill. Don't forget to open your eyes under water!
98. Smash your porcelain "Precious Moments" dolls in the middle of the street and consume the large pieces left over.
99. Roll around nude in the street at noon.
100. Drink paint. Eat the stick you stirred the paint with. Drink paint thinner to wash it down.
101. Take all the pills in your medicine cabinet, along with at least one shot of every alcoholic beverage known to man and take a little nap. Don't bother waking up.

iPod vs. Boyfriend

Note: i neva wrote these 15 lines,, some chick did :P i've found those online when i was searching google for some iPod's stuff

01. My iPod only listens to the music I want to listen to.
02. My iPod is cheaper (factoring in a decent, say six month to a year relationship).
03. My iPod always does what I tell it to.
04. I don't have to change myself for my iPod (e.g. pretend I'm not a middle-class yuppie white girl, pretend ghetto rap is a legitimate genre of music).
05. My iPod doesn't mind going on long car rides (or anywhere, for that matter) with me.
06. My iPod requires little to no maintenance.
07. My iPod is always there for me.
08. When I'm sad, my iPod always has a song to cheer me up.
09. My iPod can play games with me and keep track of my appointments.
10. My iPod motivates me at the gym.
11. My iPod doesn't have an opinion on anything I think or do.
12. My iPod has a user-friendly interface.
13. My iPod doesn't need to spend time with "the boys."
14. My iPod has software upgrades.
15. My iPod can go for eight hours at a time.

PS: jus for the record, me dun hava boyfriend :P

Tagged

I've been tagged NooNi and Wild_Mare.

Last book you read: My iPod manual.
Last phone number you called: 246-5050
Last show you watched on TV: The simple life.
Last thing you had to drink: Fresco, very berry drink :P
Last thing you ate: M&M's.
Last time you cried: This moro.
Last time you smiled: hmmm, last night prolly.
Last person you hugged: dun remember.
Last person you talked to on the phone: The pizza dude.
Last thing you smelled: My hair.
Last CD that you bought: Neva bought a CD.
Last song you sang: Slept so long - KoRn.
Last thing you laughed at: When Dragon told me sumthin on MSN.
What's in your cd player/changer: I dun hava CD player.
What time did you wake up today: 14:30.
Current favorite article of clothing: Racer back tanks and short jeans.
Favorite place to be: My room.
Least favorite place: My room.
Do you believe in an afterlife? Yes.
In Heaven or Hell: Both.
How tall are you: 171cm.
Current favorite word: Hott.
Favorite Book: 1984.
Random lyric: "Did you think it's cool to walk right up, to take ma life and fuck it up?"
If I could be doing anything right now, i would be: Screaming.
Are you a daredevil? Ya.
Have you ever told a secret you swore you'd never tell? Yes.
Do looks matter? Ya.
How do you release your anger? Do 200+km/hr and SCREAM.
My second home is: My mind.
One thing i have that i wish i didn't is: Over sensitivity.
All you need is: Hugging.
SomethingI want but I don't really need is: To lose weight.
Something I need but I don't really want is: A friend.

*do you...*

drink? hmmm, as in?
have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Naaah.
have a dream that keeps coming back? Ya.
believe there is life on other planets? Yes.
read the newspaper? Nope.
consider yourself tolerant of others? Sometimes.
consider police a friend or foe? Stupid jerks.

I'm tagging my butterfly Sis, Swair, Sweetd, AJQ, 3baid n anyone else who wanna be tagged :)

I Wanna Graduate

I jus got online to check out my schedual and prolly get one more course so that i can graduate this year, but meh,, KU sux, Engineering sux even more... i hate it,, everything is taken,, only one section and has only 30 seats!!!

I feel like screaming, gosh,, and M talks about "Jam3at" meh,,, KU SUX

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I'm Home

YAY ME, i'm back, i'm home, n yes I'M HAPPY TO BE IN KUWAIT :P

I'll try to post all about my trip soon, or prolly later on today, i wasn't postin any when i was there, cuz i wasn't doin much, and i kinda wanna write it all in one post :P

Anyways, i wanna talk about something right now, did anyone noticed that i've adopted a kitty?? and it lives here, on my blog!!,, ya, no kidding,,, jus scroll down and you'll find it there ;)

I want to send a special thank you, to "3baid" cuz he takes care of it for me sometimes :P So, thanx "3boodi" :P

And thanx to everyone that wished me a safe trip, thank you so much, esp "Dragon" who has stayed up all night talkin to me n jus being with me, it's so sweet of him, he's sucha sweet -silver- guy walla.

PS: Bo'3azi, spammers know betta than messing up with me :P LOOOOOOOOOOOL, not really, i jus choose to delete their spam comments forever, thas why you don see them on my blog.