Melissa Theuriau

Wonders what Tata's gonna say about this french TV news reporter :P

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Plan B

Not a lot of ppl know about my plan B, which is leaving for good when i graduate, leavin the hell hole i live in and leavin everyone else in it. I thought about it ALOT, and it SUX.

Okay, i know how much i've been hurt and god knows i still get hurt alot from these ppl - family - but i can never leave them, how can i? I only think of all the good things i can do to all of them when i graduate and get a real job, like gettin my lil bro a car, and i love to think this way, i wasn't feeling like this when i thought about leaving them.

Sometimes i feel like chokin my mom, and mostta times i picture myself cuttin off my head and kickin it to the wall and see it breakin to zillion pieces, this thought makes me feel so damn good.

With all the headaches and the 3 white hairs i got from them, i still love them, and i will always love them, no matter what or how much they hurt me.

I even can't imagine my life without feelin bad, sometimes i try so hard to picture a moment that made me feel bad jus to feel normal, bein normal is bein with them, i'll always be with them.

I Want...

THIS

Hint: My birthday is coming :D

Sleepless

What's with the 1 hour exams?!!

Ok, i know they're easy, walla they are.. it's jus no enough time to do the damn calculations!!!! First the heat exam, the one i missed, i was so mad that i had to miss it, cuz our doc said it's gonna be too easy, then my friends told me there was 5 QUESTIONS!! in one hour!!! The the powerplant exam, which was pretty much easy as well, but walla no time to do the calculations, 7asafa!!! The doc gave us extra time, but i had to leave :/ i had work at 1 and i told them i'd be there at 1:30 cuz my exam finishs at 1:15 and i really had to go!! NOW our system dynamics exam!!!! @@ o my gosh!!! i couldn't even read quations #2!!! ALTHOUGHT I DID PERFECTLY WELL ON THE FIRST QUESTION!!!

WHA WHA WHYYYYYYY?

Okay, i know you can solve it in one hour, it is possible, but NOT, if you wanna get the final NUMBERS!!

No School, No..

Holiday, No nuthin... I couldn't go out, couldn't study for my midterm exam, couldn't do my formal report, couldn't even leave my bed!!

I got sick, fever, flu, headaches, been pukin ma tummy out, dun feel like doin anything, NO, CAN'T DO ANYTHIN I WANT!! I can't even move, i dunno what the heck i'm gonna do in my exam!! or how the heck i'm gonna hand in my report!!

I dunno what to say, cuz i'm on the phone right now :P i'm really not in the mood to the person i'm talkin to right now, and thas rude :P and i dun care, i dun care cuz they dun care. I'm sick and still naggin n complainin on ma head!! What kinda ppl are they!! they say hi, you say hi, and ask how are you, you say sick and then they start talking n talkin n talkin... GOSH, they're still talkin @@

How can you tell someone you wanna hang up in a nice way?? You tell them you gotta go? What if they know you too well and know you got nuthin to do :-S You tell them you wanna go study, they tell you a min won't hurt!! and it's been 20 mins since they said a min @@

Any ideas?