Jan 12, 2007

SIGH

Ok, He's trying to be with me, he's trying his best, but it seems that his best ain't good enough for me. I can't help it, these feelings are killing me. I wanna be with him 24/7. I dun care about his work, I dun care about anythin else but him. And even if he's with me, I still have those feelings!!! I dunno what's wrong with me, I wanna swallow him so that he be inside of me forever and no one will ever take him away from me.

Ok, thas insane, I need to calm down, I need to face reality, I need to let him be sometimes, I gotta stop freaking him out. Is there a cure for this? Cuz I think I'm ill. No one can ever miss a person the way I miss him!!! It's crazy, how can you eva miss someone there in front of you!!!

Sometimes I wish I can love him less so those feelings may go away, but my love for him is growing stronger each second. I love him.

15 comments:

shakshaka said...

qaleeelun daa2em wala katherun munqa6i3:P

SpiKeY said...

i hope you feel better soon...ow love is an amazing thing....you just keep thinking its better to be with someone who cares and love..than no one....

SpiKeY said...

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mishari said...

sorryi will add my comment in arabic

هذا يسمونه ثورة الشباب:)

love is some thing link with the electrsity
تخلى القلب يهتز :)
بس اذا زاد الموضوع عن حده ترى الرجل بطبعه ملول:)

Judy Abbott said...

oh this is neat, :) you are in love indeed, girl relax a little, start having your own hobbies for a while so you wont miss this feeling.

And then girl you need a whole month of no work, or school and good time off only you two

Anonymous said...

this is becuz u r in the beginning, u need more time so that this feeling will go away. I was exactly the same when I first got engaged then married. it lasts the first two years of marriage, then 5ala9 9ar 3ady, still love him maybe more than b4, bs maaaby ajablah 24/7 amil ! 9ar 3ady akoon apart from him moo methel gbel aby kella la9ga feeh, enshallah ba3ad chum sina u will know what I mean :)

DiiGMaa said...

*SIGH*

(DiiGMaa drifting away into a daydream:P)

Fayoora said...

Is it mutual ?

Blue Dress said...

You need to be careful girl
Because if you love that much you need to be sure...

cause it will hurt a thousand more law i9eer shay ghala6... B3eed il SHAR
!

Get invested in your hobby..

BLaSha said...

Shakshaka Welcome to my my blog dear, and thank you for your advice.

Spikey Thank you dear.

Mishari Exactly :D and welcome to my blog.

Judy Abbott I KNOW!!! I hate school. and hate his work even more.

Anonymous mabi ykoon 3adi when he's away from me.

DiGMaa Welcome to my blog, and what's that you day dreamt about :P

Fayoora Ahlan Ahlan, It is, but with me it's waaaaaaaaay more.

Blue Dress I know, you're absolutely right, but i jus can't help it :/

Fonzy said...

too much of a good thing is bad.... so showing too much love will end up with a bad result. control yourself and dont show emotions and with time, u will get used to it. this way ur love will last longer. thats me :)

Sever said...

I can imagine this feeling.

Yes, happiness is the very hard thing.

See, there only happy moments.

Now you want more, then suddenly it becomes too much. & happiness in harmony between these 2 things.

Love, love , love... I'm not that crazy already ;-)

BLaSha said...

Welcome to my blog Fonzy, and everything you said makes a perfect sense, thank you.

Welcome to my blog Sever, happiness is the very hard thing indeed, sometimes it even feels wrong to feel happy :/

H. said...

I wish a girl talks about me like you do. I find the whole "unrequited love" really quite a spice. Well he'll get around. I shouldn't tell you this because will be exposing the weaknesses of my fellow man, but we are very easy. All you need to do cater to our egos, and we are yours.

Princess Coffee Lover said...

okay how shall I start... Tick Tack Think please think!

I guess love is not a sinful crime like our tradition and culture tend to accuse it most of the time. Love is a beautiful feeling,happiness is a beautiful feeling as long as you are doing it the right way. you really have a strong ability for expressing whats in your heart & that is very beautiful. I miss my girlfriends always telling me about their love experience, you kinda brought that to life for me again. It's in the beginning & you are running through different emotions. Just be sure that person loves you the same, maybe more.

I perfer to love the person I can share the rest of my life with (hold on is that even true anymore?, sure why not anything is possible!) and only thats why alhamdulilah I dedict all my time to loving my family and other loved ones ...because through those people you really learn how to love unconditionally.

So a good advice to pass on will be ... Think with your brain, and Follow your heart!

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