Am I Back?
Yes I am... Lots of bloggers and friends have been asking about me and where the heck have I disappeared... Well, I hate to tell you this, but I had a heart attack, YES AGAIN... apparently I'm over stressing myself over worthless creatures, yes, creatures. because I shouldn't stress myself not even a lil over these people. and I should know better.
Sigh, I've been telling myself why the heck am I doing this to myself? Nobody worths dying for, right? Well I hate to admit this, but I'm the kinda person that is welling to die for you, for anyone... I just hate seeing people sad, for instant, when Stallion lost his email account, he never asked me for anything, but I helped him, I was so close to fail, and I don't think that he really cared about getting his account back, but I cared, more than him, I really wanted to help him, and I did. God knows how happy I was when I succeeded. I just love helping people even if it cost me something I love.
And for you out these, who don't really know me, and don't know this about me, and started talking behind my back making others believe I'm a bad person, well, TOUGH LUCK, you just lost a wonderful person and a friend.
I'm not saying that to show off or anything, hell NO, but I just realized what a wonderful person I am, I used to think of myself as a loser and has nothing good to give to people and as a nuthing, yes, I used to believe that I am nuthing, and I don't deserve living, but hey, I'm young, beautiful and a mechanical engineer, what else do I need? Nothing, nothing at all.
And for all the bad stuff that happened to me in the past, I just like to think of them as a test from god, and I passed them all, not with honers :P but I did pass them and that what matters.
Four years ago I never thought I'd graduate and I had and I'm so proud of myself and I should be more like this. So, from now on, I won't care much about other people, unless they cared about me of course... I will live each day as it is my last day and think of what I could accomplish... I will have more fun in life... I will go out more... I will meet new people... I will make new friends... And I will never look back at days like these, or perhaps I will and see how far I've got and how much I've changed and how happy I am.
I'm not on my own anymore, I got another life to take care of and to live for, most of you know what I'm talking about here :) So I wouldn't let anything small and worthless get me like that again.
I don't want you to get from this post that I'll change to a completely another person, NO, I'll stay me, but without all the garbage I used to drag with me.
I'll love life more, and allow it to love me back :*
16 comments:
SALAMAT!!!!! im glad nothing bad happened to u... tara az3al if something did!...and thats the spirt girl;
MABROOOK allah haneech inshalah... im facing same problems:P bs 3ady im so HAPPY wallah people dont deserve anything from u.. and BE
URSELF and dont change ..i didnt change..:).. bs i wanna say... dont worry babe;) i believe that it is a TEST from god..i had the EXACT thought last week wallah when i was going through bad times...tommorrow i have a Quiz.. so i have to study.. :* well done :) we missed u.. bloggin isnt the same without u ...madry i feel like singin "6a6a boo6a6a.." hehehe
SALAMAAT!! Inshallah ur feeling better :)
"You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated. It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act. "
am glad ur better....
:)
You sure did help me out without me asking and you went out of your way to do so! You are a great friend to have and I bet your other friends would say that as well!
no shout out to me and faisal?! tsk tsk :P
7imdillah 3ala salamtich, and did you take his advice? :P
omg! :S ajer o 3afyaa
SweetD, allah ysalmich bebe, thank kyou so much, you're so sweet :* and good luck in your quiz.
Howahkan, allah ysalmik, and thanx :*
Spikey, thank you, and come back :P
The Stallion, there is nuthing i'd rather do than helping out people, it makes me feel so happy and also to know that people can trust me, boy that makes me feel more than happy :P
Dodo, I didn't think I was allowed to do that :P sorry, you guys helped alot, and if it wasn't for him, oh well, I can't really say what happened :P you know what I mean :P
Hey Missy, allah y3afeech min kel shar inshalla :*
Hi there!! Glad to know you are safe and sound. Always remember, there is only one life. So enjoy your life. Always be positive.
May God bless you!
slamat blasha, i'm really glad you're ok.
As for people, take this from me: "6anish ta3ish" and know that whatever goes around comes around evantually so never mind them. Live your life to the fullest and realize your dream; these are the only things that will make you happy at the end of the day, and of course, make you live longer ;)
Glad you are back ! SALAMAT!
Thats the spirit :)
thanx honey:) hehe the quiz is over:)...i just hope inna u never feel that way ever AGAIN!!!
Salamaaaaaaat
glad to see you feeling better =) o take care of urself :r
Sene, thank you :*
Ms Loala, jus like Justin's song ;)
Happy Wolf, allah ysalmik :*
TAT, I want al-shaking :P
SweetD :*
do0da thanx, and I will :*
keep the spirit highhhhhh!!
MAZE :***********
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