I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness
So many bloggers have tagged me with the weirdest thing about you tag and I've been holding it back for a while now... I really wanted to put some effort in it although I thought I ain't doing tags again, but hey, it's a material to blog about.
Anyways, It's not ready yet, but I guess I had to write about the weirdest thing ever, which is hurting myself, physically, wheneva I got hurt or heart broken. It's like the pain isn't enough already that I have to cut myself to feel it for real.
I tend to push people who care about me away so I can get hurt and cut myself, and for the first time in my life, someone saw that in me and promised himself he wouldn't lemme do that again, and I haven't eva since.
His love was so strong I didn't have time to think of anything bad, even though he screw up once or twice, but eva since he made that promise I felt so alive and so much better....
... Till today
I did it ...
I love it ...
It feels so damn good ...
AND I FELT ALIVE !!
6 comments:
balsha sweety this is not a game
u need to talk to someone about this
someone professional
u shouldnt cause urself physical pain
god be with u
7bebty go to someone professional.. i really really know how u feel.. believe me it'll be ok if u talk to smone soon! allah m3ach 7bebty.. i know it's hard.. all i can do is pray for u :*** -hugs-
Come on People!
We all have too much Drama. 3adee Live with it . Why CAUSE MORE @@
I know someone who was exactly like u.
her arms are still filled with dried scratches. and GOD its ugly!
Don't Ruin ur body.
Ruin someone else's HEHEHE ;P
Habibty, take care of yourself. Nothing is worth inflicting pain on yourself!! NOBODY!
No matter how much you feel pain, take it out on something else. Beat a pillow, throw things, get in your car and turn up the radio and just SCREAM it out, but dont hurt yourself...
So you delete my comment?
*hugs* hang in there
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