It's Over

To be continued...

It's Jus Life

Almost two years ago, I met a gurl, she was so sweet and kind, she still is. God knows how much I care about her. I jus couldn't be with her that much, mostly because of school and stuff, and she also had her own stuff to deal up with. Anyhoos, I decided that this gurl should be friends with my other friend, so we all could have fun and not only keep those friends for myself and not letting them know each other. Elmhom... Days go by and these two friends of mine have spent alot of time together, they even thought they're better off without me.

I'm not mad, I'm neva mad at ppl being happy, god knows I only wish them luck, I jus dun want them to forget that I'm the reason they know each other right now. And I also wanted to remind them that, I wasn't really away, I had sh*t to deal with, plus my entire life have changed now, so they really can't be mad at me, esp my lovely sweet and very kind friend, she's jus too sweet to get mad at me.

Daughters

Lovely Gift

A friend took me out today to make me feel better and forget about all the shi*t I've been through, he even got me a lovely gift, I love it so much. I don't feel any better, and being out seeing ppl laughing and smiling made me feel waaaay worse, but I loved the fact he cared so much about me.

Idiots

Someone from college called today, telling me that I need to take a quick survey, I was all sleepy and apparently I missed a couple of questions, but the wonderful system reminded me by showing this page --->>

Randomness

I spend most of my days ALONE.
I want hot chocolate from starbucks.
I'm sick and tired of watching movies.
We're moving outta country soon.
I hate his job.
He's trying to teach me a lesson that I've already learned.
I hate my macBook Pro, anybody wants it?
A guy from a place called "Technology Entrepreneurship Center" called, wanting me to work for them.
A gurl from a place called "Front Liners" called, wanting me to work for them.
Where do ppl get my number from?
Who said I wanna work?
Who said I know what to do next?
I feel empty and completely lost.
I think he hates me.
Ppl dun jus change.
I'll neva change.
My life won't eva change.
I love Linkin Park and Evanescence.
I need to start eating healthy food.
He thinks I can't tell if he lied.
If only he knew how much I love him.
I hate his friends, everyone of them.
I don't wanna move out.
I wanna disappear from this life.
This is ain't me living this life.
I'm trapped into some weirdos body.
I WANT TO DISAPPEAR.

Finally

I GRADUATED!!!

Apple is AWESOME

i'm blogging from my new MacBook Pro
YAY me :D

I Can't Believe My Eyes

I hate being sick, but being sick turned out to be AWESOME !!!
Yes, I know, I'm crazy,,, call me whateva ya want, but when I woke up 2 hrs ago, I found this on my coffee table. I love you hunny bunny, ammmmmmmuah :*
UPDATE: Would anyone, PLEASE, tell me if it's ok to plug the 85 W power adapter right away, or do I need to buy some extra stuff :/ a5af y7tirig, and what's with the AC power cord :

Prison Break

Ok, I'm sick, and I'm in bed and got nowhere else to go, so I decided to watch "Prison Break" again... I forgot how much I loved this guy.... The amount of love he has in this show... I can't help it... He's making me cry, and I'm sick :(

SIGH

Ok, He's trying to be with me, he's trying his best, but it seems that his best ain't good enough for me. I can't help it, these feelings are killing me. I wanna be with him 24/7. I dun care about his work, I dun care about anythin else but him. And even if he's with me, I still have those feelings!!! I dunno what's wrong with me, I wanna swallow him so that he be inside of me forever and no one will ever take him away from me.

Ok, thas insane, I need to calm down, I need to face reality, I need to let him be sometimes, I gotta stop freaking him out. Is there a cure for this? Cuz I think I'm ill. No one can ever miss a person the way I miss him!!! It's crazy, how can you eva miss someone there in front of you!!!

Sometimes I wish I can love him less so those feelings may go away, but my love for him is growing stronger each second. I love him.

ALMOST THERE

Today, an hour and a half ago... I finished the last exam of MY LIFE :D
Well, maybe I'll think of studying some more, but not so soon :P

I'M SO FREAKIN HAPPY I MIGHT LOSE MA MIND

I jus can't believe it!!! of all the things I've accomplished, this by far is the greatest ever!!

ENG.AMY <--- how cool is that? :D
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Now I need to do this tag, 3ashan la tiz3al, Blue Dress :D

Things that make me happy:

• My man.
• Knowing that someone's thinking about me and/or misses me.
• A girl from college, who i jus found out how much she cares for me.
  
• Chocolate.
• Hot chocolate. "Makes me feel like a princess"
• My iPod.
• The beach.
• Being in Thailand.
• Speeding, thus, cars :P
• Swimming and diving.
• Gadgets, oh boy, how much i love those.
• Cartoons.
• Pink. "anythin pink is MINE"
• Hello Kitty.
• Cats. "can't help hugging them"
• Sleeping :P
• Helping strangers. "I do that alot, and it gets me into troubles most of the times :P"

He's Taking Over Me

you don't remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do...

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

have you forgotten all i know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then

i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me

i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over

WHAT THE...!!!

Every time i get to KNOW a Kuwaiti person, like REALLY KNOWING HIM/HER... I jus wish i was dead instead, REALLY!!

The New Version of Blogger

LMAO @ Play WOW all day!!!
It reminds me of someone!!!
hehehehehehe

The new version of Blogger in beta is dead!
Long live the new version of Blogger!
(P.S. The old version of Blogger is not dead, but it would like to retire for a little while... maybe go to Hawaii or play World of Warcraft all day? It begs you to let it play World of Warcraft all day.)

Ay Wa7da A7La?

I didn't like this song when i first heard it, but now, i jus find the lyrics amazing!! Bs JT m5aribha, mo?



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