AOL Sessions

AOL makes the coolest music sessions, I loved korns songs there, they sounded much better than the bands versions... Now Evanescence have recorded a session on AOL, and I only can find videos of them online, I want them on mp3!!! Can anyone help? A good friend of mine tried to record those videos as mp3s, but no good, the sound quality was not as good, actually it was pretty bad... I got the torrent file to the all the videos, if anyone can convert them to mp3, or knows what to do with them, please tell me... I really really want them.

Surprise

Click here, notice anything different?

Leo :'(

Isn't it enough that he dies at the end of each movie!!!! Why they dun let him win, ha? Wha, WHY!!!

Some ppl gonna get hurt :P

Anyways, about that good news post, I meant good news for me, but I think they're bad, although they're good :/

<--- Doesn't he look good? :P

Confusion, Part 2

How bad good news can be? Have you eva felt so bad by hearing good news? What would you do? How would you react to a good news that are bad for you!!!

Fuzzy Eyebrows

I think no one would laugh when reading the title of this post as much as Marzouq would. Anyways, I had my eyebrows shaped zillion years ago with laser, they're not thin nor arced, they're just normal looking, and I've been happy with them till recently... I WANNA HAVE A FUZZY EYEBROWS... I dunno why, but I DO.

To give you a demonstration click here, and for Marzouq, click here and see what I done with paint long time ago :P and notice that I totally messed up his hair.

So, can they grow again? I want them all fuzzy and thick, and I want them to grow NOW.

Boy, Someone is Pissed :/

PS: Very funny, not true though :P

Question

What would you do if one of your friends is acting all weird, and when ya ask him/her what wrong, he/she tells you that he/she heard from another friend that you are a bad bad person and they make a lot of sense and I ain't talking to you anymore?!

PS: What would bother you the most? The fact that they got upset with you at all? The fact that they believed someone else while they pretended to be all sweet to you? Or maybe, the fact that they decided to hate you even without wondering if what they heard was true or not?

Confusion

I wanna get me an iPod shuffle, but I'm jus confused which color should I get? I've got a pink iPod nano and I don't want my shuffle to be pink as well, or do I? Hmmm.

I love the orange and the blue ones... Noway green nor gray ones. SIGH, pink? Orange? Or blue???

I love pink :/

I Love You All My Dear Friends :*

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I'M GONNA WORK!!!

K.O.C jus sent me an email telling me that I got accepted there!!! And I only have to be interviewed and take a couple of exams, I'm so nervous about it, but I'm so freakin happy!!! I'M GONNA HAVE MY DREAM JOB!!!

Only God Can Judge Me

A good friend of mine has messaged me after hearing the podcast, the one I loved so much for being in. Well, it's not like I said a lot of lousy stuff, girl, I didn't talk that much a9lan!!! Anyhoz, she said I shouldn't do it, and thas her own point of view and I respect it, but if you really cared for me you wouldn't send the first message as it is, you would've showed some love and care, and you jus showed that you dun care, instead, you showed me how much you care for a stranger more than me, and I won't call that friendship at all!!!

Girl, you hurt me, you made my heart accelerate and because of you I stayed in a hospital for a day and a half, and I even told you that and you didn't message or call!!! Hooray!!! What a friend!!!

There is something that few people know about me, is how sensitive I am, and how lil stuff can affect me. I always try not to show that, hell, I even tried changing who I am jus not to get affected by those people, but I've failed.

I'm not shamed of who I am, what I do and all that I've done in the past, I always try to learn from my mistakes and change myself to a better person, god knows that and I know that and I dun need anyone else to know that nor to believe in it, I believe in myself, and nothing gives nobody any right to judge me, not you not nobody.

My art teacher told me once, after I made a tiny mistake with my painting, she told me forget about it and try to finish up the painting, cuz no matter how much time you gonna spend trying to hide that lil mistake, it will only make it show and even gonna make it so clear. So if someone was threated in anyway about his believes or religion, jus keep it to yourself, and god will protect you and show the others how great you are, in a way or another. Don't try so hard convincing people how "Muslim" you are!!! As far as I know, Islam is in the heart and by attacking people to show how muslim you are, sorry, but that doesn't make you any different from all these terrorists from all around the world.

Sigh, at the end I jus wanna say that, you're ma friend and I'll always be there for you. And for those who didn't like the podcast, I won't say that I dun give a damn cuz I'm sucha nice person, but instead I'll tell you not to listen to it again. And for all those "muslims wannabees", podcasting is "7aram" as far as I heard, so I dunno what to tell you guys, since you keep listening to sumthin thas "7aram" in your point of views.

Finally, I'd love to tell Tat, Forza, EXzombie and Ananyah that I had so much fun and we should do that more often ^_^ and i'm also glad we made alot of you laugh, cuz that was the whole point :)

PS: "Definitions of creepy on the Web:

annoying and unpleasant; "some creepy kids were bothering her"

causing a sensation as of things crawling on your skin; "a creepy story"; "I had a creepy-crawly feeling"

SKYPECASTING!!!

I was a guest on TAT's podcast and it was FUN!! I didn't talk alot because I was shy, and I also didn't know what to say about the subject we were talking about, but IT WAS FUN AND I ENJOYED BEING PART OF IT,,, thank you TAT :*


Written by Ananyah:

Show Highlights:
+ Try and count how many times the words BITCH and HOE are used tongue
+ ExZombie and his many accents
+ Tat the don saying “muthaaafuccckkaaaa”
+ Blasha being quiet as a mouse!
+ Me laughing my head off!
+ Talking about gays and lesbians!
+ Me outing a blogger as being bi-sexual and regretting it a little now
+ ForzaQ8 singing the Q80 National Anthem
+ Starting a petition to get me back onto Safat hehehe

you can download the podcast from here

PS: I was quiet cuz I was shy and there is PART 2 coming out next week :)

PLAY LIST

Freak On A Leash Featuring Amy Lee

OK, seriously, can't Amy Lee jus sing with them for good?

Hmmm

I love Prison Break, and I dig Supernatural... I'm jus confused about these brothers they have there... They're gorgeous!

So, tell me which one yed pick??
Gulrs only, unless ya were gay ;)







Sam and Dean











OR....







Micheal and Lincoln

What Do You See Here? The Truth...

This is what you all said yesterday:

• Butterfly: 4
• Flat square: 1
• Number 8: 1
• Boobs pushed together: 1
• Infinity: 2
• Speeding cars: 1
• Owl: 2
• 2 beers: 1
• Galaxy: 1
• People wanted to say butterfly bs 3nad feini they said cat ears: 1
• Open oyster: 1

That went well :P

The truth is, it is supposed to be a butterfly shape, why am I so freaking sure, well I ain't, but that's what all the scientist agreed on. It is called "The Butterfly Effect" and it is a chaos theory.

What you all seen in the picture yesterday was plot of the "Lorenz Attractor", this attractor is a chaotic map, noted for its butterfly shape. The map shows how the state of a dynamical system (the three variables of a three-dimensional system) evolves over time in a complex, non-repeating pattern, often described as beautiful.

You see here, no matter how scientist tried to explain the chaos theory, they end up with a butterfly shape :D

Now, why I wanted to share this with you? Simply because I don't want anyone to ask me again why I have the "It has been said that something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world" in my profile.

Why I have it there? Because I am a chaos :P

The End.

What Do You See Here?

Tell me what does this picture represent or what what can you see?
To be continued...

KIDS!!!

I was baby sitting a 5 years old today, and he had some sorta homework to do, I told him that he needs to do it before he watches cartoons, and he got so mad. I told him it's not like he has some sorta math problem to solve, cuz he's only 5.

You know what he replied? He said, the stupid teacher told us to write our names 20 times and when I told him can I jus write it one time and use "Ctrl+C" and "Ctrl+V", he said that we have to h-a-n-d w-r-i-t-e i-t.

LMAO!!!

Before I Go To...

... Bed, I wanna say:
Mimi, I love you :*

Why?!

I dislike this guy, but I got hooked to this song!!
I makes me wanna cry and I dun even know why :P
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I'm Bored :(

Your results:
You are Wonder Woman

You are a beautiful princess
with great strength of character.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

OH!! NO!! NOOOOO!!!

Champions swimming pool is closed until further notice!!! Where will I swim now!!! It's not like the weather is helping for swimming in the sea, plus it was the only place I swam in without morons making fun out of other ppl simply because the way they look like!!! Waaaaaaaaa :'(

Lazy Bum

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InfoConnect Show Circus

I jus got home, safe and in one piece, I took the long way home to prevent the stupid wolf from following me. What the hell I'm talking about?? Here's what happened....

I left to the gym around 4 PM, I jus swam there for like an hour or so then I left to the InfoConnect show in Meshrif. I got there around 6 PM, found a parking around 6:30 PM, entered the show around 6:35 PM and left at 7:05 PM!!!

I didn't leave because of the million people that were there, I left because one asshole decided to leave the entire show and follow me. People were crashing into each other, thas no problem, cuz it was crowded already, but that guy, that guy kept bumping into me, and I kept on ignoring him till he actually touched me!!! I told him to stop following me and leave me alone, he said I ain't following you, I'm jus here like you are, enjoying the show!!! The I told him ok, I'm gonna walk that way and I don't want you to come after me, he said that it was exactly where he wanted to go, I jus sighed and kept on walking, I didn't want to make a scene.

I got to where the apple laptops and iPods and other cool stuff and I was asking about the prices and the asshole started to ask the same dude I was talking to about the prices of the same stuff I was asking about!!! I was like what the !!! And i decided to leave, it ain't worth it.

I started to walk toward the exit and he was after me!!! I walked faster and he was like "law sama7tai, law sama7tai" I ignored the moron and walked out the door, and I realized that It's not the same door I got in, and I need to go into the show and get out from the other side. But he stopped me the min I got into the door again, and guess what, he said he's sorry and was wondering if we could talk or sumthin!!! I was like "GET LOST, LEAVE ME ALONE, I HAVE ENOUGH AND MO NAQ9ITIK" he was like "asif asif, bs shino? mafahamt, shgeltai"

I almost cried, I actually ran out side the other door and started to look for my car, I didn't notice him anywhere around me, I guess I lost him, and suddenly all cars happen to look jus like my car and exactly the same color and I cried then. The he jus appeared right before me, and I told him to leave me alone. he said ok I will!!!

I found my car, I left the place, and when I reached the traffic like I started to look around and he wasn't there, thank god. I took another way home jus in case, I was shaking the entire time. Everythin happened so fast bs for me it felt like HOURS!!!

I'm home, in bed... Thank GOD.

MacBook vs. MacBook Pro

One of my friends have asked me what's the difference between MacBook and MacBook Pro, since I got the Pro, but I told her that I DUNNO

I had to read about it alot. . I always wanted a mac, I jus couldn't make up my mind which one I should get, and since my Pro was a gift, I jus couldn't reject it

But after using my Pro, I started asking myself, what if the regular MacBook was better, smaller, and more cute. I love small tiny cute stuff, and it frustrated me, and I think a couple of bloggers know exactly what I'm talking about

So I started to search for the main differences between them and to give myself a reason to love this amazing gift of mine. I also wanted to convince my friend of getting MacBook pro instead of the regular cheap looking MackBook

The main differences between the MacBook and the 15″MacBook Pro for my consideration are as follows:

1. Battery life - the reports I hear are that the MBP has decent battery life, but nothing great. I’m hoping that the MB will have improved battery life, if only because of the smaller screen.
2. Hard drive speed - the MB doesn’t seem to have a 7200rpm drive option like the MBP. A fast drive is a must for any real development on a laptop.
3. Screen/pixel size - remember, pixel size matters. The MBP has a 15.4″ 1440 by 900 screen (110.25 pixels / diagonal inch) while the MB packs 1280 x 800 into a 13.3″ screen (113.5 pixels / diagonal inch). It will be easier to read and work on the MBP.
4. Size and weight - Though the MB is 2 diagonal inches shorter in the screen, it isn’t that much smaller in other areas. The weight descrepancy is only .4 pounds and the MB is thicker by .08 inches.
5. Ability to drive a 30″ display - the MBP can, the MB can’t.
6. Price - a $1000 difference when each has 2 GB of RAM and a 100 GB HD.

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Then I read this MacBook Pro Impressions post on the Geek Patrol Blog, and then I knew that my Pro ain't so bad, actually, it's the greatest laptop of all :P and I completely love it and don't wanna change it, eva

Desktop Tag, Ya'll Tagged!!

UPDATE:

Dragon says:
lol
y do u have ppl sorted by gender?
BLaSha says:
walla el jama3a sawaw man3 e5tila6, chan at3aqad

41 Days

Some people can't live without feeling guilty, without pain, without heartache. I neva thought that this feelings can be inherited, my grandma loves to feel the pain, once she had a rash, a pretty bad one, she poured salt on it, and I ain't kidding. Few people love to punish themselves, mostly for something they neva done. These people hurt themselves on a regular biases, that's only if they didn't find anyone to hurt them. I would love to say that I'm making all this up, but it's true... It's very true.

I am one of those people, I'm like my grandma. Although I've neva poured salt on ma wounds, but I cut myself alot, I hurt myself alot, I love the pain, I hate the pain, but I think I got used to it. If a day passed by without anyone or anything annoying, hurting me, I would feel so unsecured and something might went wrong!! That forces me to hurt myself, only to feel normal and secure and safe again.

Am I crazy? Maybe I am, who knows... But I know that the pain is real and it's curing me. From what? I dunno, I seriously dunno. I learned that pain is the cure, my family taught me that, not directly, but it's all because of them. Or maybe I jus got it after my grandma.

Why am I typing now? Why I need to share this with all of you? Because almost 2 months ago I had someone to look after me, someone who loves me, someone who cares about me so much that it makes me wanna cry. I thought my life has changed, and all these feelings have drifted away, and that I won't hurt myself again. It only took 41 days to prove myself wrong.

These feeling are stick to me like a DNA, they won't eva leave. I neva hurt him, I neva done anything wrong. It jus happened. People feel safe and happy and secure with their families, I neva had a family, pain is all I got, pain is the only this that makes me happy and secure. I tried to change, I tried to change these feelings, but I failed. Maybe I'm meant to live this life. I'm meant to be alone, for good.