Mar 1, 2008

2:49 AM

I neva felt like this since my baby died and I had nobody around to comfort me...

I got passed those feelings where I wanted to kill myself...

My last post was one big mistake... I ain't gonna delete it cuz it made you guys laugh.

I gotta be up early for work, but I can't even sleep.

I should neva be able to think, ever...

I should have the ability to forget and let go.

Yes my life sucks but I'm making the best out of it.

Nothing comes easy, and I should start believing in people.

I think I'm gonna let that girl from work who keeps smiling and talking to me my friend.

12 comments:

Hasan.B said...

What baby? If she becomes your friend and turns out to be one of those that gets you mobiles on valentines day then you can always introduce her to me! Right? And lifer will get better! It always does!

Big Pearls said...

Life is not worth being upset about it..so make the most out of it..live HAPPY :)

BLaSha said...

Hasan.B, I had a baby, and it died.... And dear, Do u want me to get u a mobile phone???

Big Pearls, I know... Thanks dear

Hasan.B said...

No, hadi a3sabich. And sorry to hear about the baby.

BLaSha said...

:P a39abi hadiya dear.... thanx

pink said...

im so sorry for u 7beebte...alla y3w'6ch enshala..w yshf3lch hal baby enshala yom el qyaama.. wow that must have been hard! ur posts give us the feel that u r a single girl.

BLaSha said...

Thanks Pink that was so sweet of you... And, I am single now.

loco said...

la 3ady mako shay yestahal tar !

BLaSha said...

DIDN'T FEEL LIKE PUBLISHING THESE COMMENTS BUT WANTED TO REPLY ANYWAYS

Skinny Bumblebee, thank you dear, but I dun like talking about it.

Anonymous, I didn't only mention it, I even posted a picture.... I have those posts hidden because I dun like to have them here anymore, plus, I quit blogging on the time I was with that someone which wasn't for a long time.

bb q8 said...

you've got the right idea... make the best of it! ;)

..::Amu::.. said...

I dont know how that feels but I hope you recover soon!

No3iK said...

wow blasha.. what a shock!

allah e3eenich ,
my cousin just lost her baby this week ..
i dont know if its the same case ,, but he wasnt born yet, his heart simply stopped beating .. sub7an allah ..

if u see her tin9admeen shino mit6amna o tashkir allah .. she keeps saying al7imdelah wl shikir ya rub .. i was very impressed with her ..

i know its hard to do and easy to say .. but its the best thing u can do for now .. is come at peace with ur self and allah .. things will get better .. they always do :* trust me.

p.s i miss ur blog its been very long.

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