tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13609417.post-72619222772385255822007-04-14T17:50:00.000+03:002007-04-14T18:01:21.942+03:002007-04-14T18:01:21.942+03:00So many bloggers have tagged me with the weirdest thing about you tag and I've been holding it back for a while now... I really wanted to put some effort in it although I thought I ain't doing tags again, but hey, it's a material to blog about.<br /><br />Anyways, It's not ready yet, but I guess I had to write about the weirdest thing ever, which is hurting myself, physically, wheneva I got hurt or heart broken. It's like the pain isn't enough already that I have to cut myself to feel it for real.<br /><br />I tend to push people who care about me away so I can get hurt and cut myself, and for the first time in my life, someone saw that in me and promised himself he wouldn't lemme do that again, and I haven't eva since.<br /><br />His love was so strong I didn't have time to think of anything bad, even though he screw up once or twice, but eva since he made that promise I felt so alive and so much better....<br /><br />... Till today<br /><br /><br />I did it ...<br /><br /><br />I love it ...<br /><br /><br />It feels so damn good ...<br /><br /><br /><br /><I>AND I FELT ALIVE !!</I>BLaShahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01008373821464813965me@blasha.com6